Thinking about Memorial Day
...and recent memories of parades with little enthusiasm or turnout...
I Don't Come Cheap
I am the lump in the throat of the grandfather who listens as the bugle's haunting, familiar melody sounds Taps at his namesake's graveside
I'm the tears of anguish that flow so freely and fall from a mother's cheek as she accepts the folded flag which covered her fallen son's casket
I am the unborn child of a father who laid down his life for his friends these many years past
I'm the knot in the stomach of the young wife who watches as a somber faced chaplain approaches her door
The flowers and tiny flags placed with loving, trembling hands by a granite stone
I am a soldier who survived and came home with both dogtags yet I live under a bridge with only a bottle of cheap whiskey to warm me and to send me blessed sleep
And I'm that soldier's buddy who stepped on the mine just seconds after the other had passed safely over it
My bones rest under battlefields, cemeteries, oceans, beaches, and
jungles and are your receipts marked paid
I'm the cold sweat and midnight scream of the nurse who just tried and again failed to `save' this one, I'm the missing limbs, I'm the thousand yard stare in the eyes of your neighbor
I am.....the cost of freedom!
The price....of fleeting peace!
The payments made to liberty!
Am I worth it?........God help us........yes
And may we never ever forget to thank you or appreciate what you've given to us!
İRandy Richmond 18 May 03
Arlington National Cemetery Photo
