Don’t Ask Don’t Tell

 

Today we went out on another patrol

Cruising in our Hummers

Got our eyes peeled for suicide bombers

And gutless snipers

 

It’s a hundred and twenty six

With no shade in sight

Except for my Bro to my right

And my Bro to my left

 

When I signed up

I took the chance

Of never making it back

But I did it for my old man

 

You see we never really got along

Growing up hearing his stories

About his days in Vietnam

Somehow I thought

 

My Dad might accept me as his son

So I followed into his footsteps

I sign up in the US Army as a Paratrooper

I joined the Airborne and landed in 101

 

Well we weren’t out too long

Before our Hummer got hit

By an Iraqi rocket

Bastards were waiting for us

 

All my life all I ever wanted was

For my Old man to be proud of me

To look at me with a different pair of eyes

Even though my old man knew the secret I hide inside

 

Some things you just don’t ask

And some things you never tell

But today it doesn’t matter

Because according to my mother

 

God is sending me right to hell

We got hit pretty dam hard

I looked at my Brother to my right

Who was bleeding faster than me

 

I looked at my Brother to my left

Who had already passed on

I knew it was a matter of time

Before we were all gone

 

So I took a huge risk

I held my Brothers hand

I told him I was Gay

He said he and the boys already knew

 

But as far as they were concern

I was one bad ass trooper;

they knew I had all of their backs

He smiled at me just before

His life slipped out of my hand

 

I laid there in the hot sun

Bleeding out a slow death

All that I was flashed before my eyes

I wonder if I was a good Soldier

 

All I ever wanted was to serve my country

And please my old man

Finally an Iraqi soldier found me laying there

He put a mercy bullet into my head

 

I don’t know what Hell feels like

But it can’t be any hotter than Iraq

The only regret that I ever had

Was failing as my old man’s son

 

My spirit fast forwarded into another dimension

I saw lights of every color some I have never seen before

Somehow this didn’t seem like Hell

I ended up by the Lord’s pearly gates

 

I saw Johnny and the boys waving me in

There was a long line of Soldiers standing at attention

I thought GOD made a big mistake

Because everyone knows all FAGS go to Hell

 

Johnny and the boys threw their arms around me

And gave me Paratroopers hug

When my body finally made it home

They gave me a parade

 

A Paratrooper handed my mother and my old man

Our country’s Flag for my service in Iraq

I died for your Freedom

I died trying to please that old man

 

They said after the funeral my Dad

Never shed a tear

The Lord whispered to me

Up here we don’t care if you’re Queer

 

Don’t ask Don’t Tell

I was the best dam soldier

My country ever had

I paid with my life enjoy your Freedom……….

 

Written by Ruby Alexandra Beloz

05/29/2009 ©

 

God bless all Soldiers who gave their lives

 

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