THERE WAS A TIME

by: Spider

There was a time long ago

Before most of you were born

When my heart was ruled by love,

But that was then I tell you now…

And I am not a man to speak lightly of things inside.

I met her by chance or fate,

I cannot decide which one guided me there.

My eyes had beheld beauty, but never perfection.

She was all of that.

It seemed a year,

But it was minutes before my lips captured hers

And she took over my soul.

Tiny, she was so tiny

I called her my little elf.

I told her of my fears

From secret places inside of me.

She held me in the dark

And understood my cries.

My world was bright and happy.

Good things came my way,

Until the day she suicided…

Then I found fear and hate again and became

Outlaw…

The rest you do not want to know.