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THEY CAN GO YOU KNOW WHERE
They can remain in their prayer palaces standing out in the parking lot across town ignition producing ominous sounds no transportation available expecting familiar refrains all ending in no for strangers in town God sending helping hands directly asking for blessings bountiful with nothing much else to give a soul choosing the homeless life and all that comes with it already much closer to heaven than I'll ever be.
They can sit in their offices like the bureaucrats that they've become watching the budget with sewage under the floorboards no running water in a week transmission quite possibly going and brakes to follow any day insane and degrading job searches ground up in benefits machinery fighting tears thinking could there not have been someone anyone to just look at what materials were needed.
They can refrain from calling back for the rest of MY stay remembering the donations in the life they took from me looking at the man outside of Wal-Mart cars leaving after the shopping trip not young anymore he never looks at any face layers of clothing in the snow a great, big dog his faithful one wishing a million times it had all gone to him a saint unrecognized.
They can continue building more churches left and right locking them up for the vandals who find the benches for a bed outraged at the thought of having to clean as the Lord would have done inviting them in begging for all their needs enduring rejection day after day from His very own hard hearts unlimited making the agency rounds like a fool for having trusted smiling faces telling lies.
They can take MY name off the list His flock holds many more so many times God lives in those not interested because they worship not in ways accepted by the rest or not at all each little group a judgment call members only, dues and fees we have to know you for a while make sure you have enough preferring eyes that stare at the bottle remembering all the Christians who didn't want to know him hating me HONESTLY perhaps looking this way as I begin to understand His lesson for me love growing where it never has before.
İDRV January 13, 2004
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