When Saigon fell, my son was 6. His father and I had been divorced three years; his father had been in Vietnam in 1969, the year Michael was born; the year of tears. When Saigon fell, I sat in the living room with my mother,
on the couch, while my son played Legos on the carpet, and we witnessed the chaos--people in their terror storming the gates of the Embassy-- the choppers taking off, one after another; people waiting on the roof, a child in the arms of her mother. I don't believe my mother and I spoke at all while we were watching Saigon fall. My son was making car noises: "vroom, vroom" while we listened to chopper sounds in the comfort of our living room. I remember thinking it was over, what a relief, what sorrow; what happens to Saigon's people tomorrow? What good ever comes from War? All the lives lost, floating away like the windblown, weightless feather? (Michael, get up off the rug; and come give mom a great big hug) and then, the commentator said Let's talk about the weather.